So yesterday I went shopping with the mom.  We went to the district, and it was freezing, and smelled like chimneys with Christmas sounding music in the background.  I told my mom it felt like christmas, and it made me sad.  What's with the weather being 90 last week, to freaking 50 this week?  Really Jesus, really?  Anyway, i'm over everything, and i give up.  Really though.   It's fine, you try to be a nice person, but i just waste my energy because people aren't nice back.  I'm trying, alright?  Get outttt.  Anyway, i should probably stop with this, two weekends in a row, i'm on a streak?  Not in a good way either.  I will hopefully find the time to write in this as graduation is approaching.  but for now, i will say goodbye. 

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