I've decided.
I would like to take more pictures of people in their natural habitat.

A portrait of people in their natural habitat.
how does that sound?

freaking amazing?
yeah, i know.

tonight will be fun.

it's been a few days.
so, today, breakfast with the besties, and a visit to an old teacher. extremely chill day.

i dont know i'm too tired to write what i want to, so i'll try and remember and save it for tomorrow.
goodnight.
lauren

So I woke up way late today. My bad. I called julie while i was half asleep, i think she was at starbucks with her mom or dad? Anyway, she called me back when i was a little more awake, and she's coming to pick me up, i think im going to ask her to take me to the bank so i can put the $paycheck$ in there.

I stayed home last night, it felt good, i was suprisingly super tired, and knocked out kind of early, and woke up super late. Boy is school going to be a rude awakening. I mean, maybe it won't be, my latest class is like at 10 or something, and all my days are done by 330. I have a feeling today is going to be a day where i can't stop smiling, and i won't know why.
<3happywednesday.
laurenklein


[photo above: sometimes i get ass cheek in my face.]

san diego.

So,

i really wanted this to work out. I believed it would, because i didn't want to see it end up on the floor. And now, i'm disappointed, just like how it always ends.

it's cool, i deserve every bit of bullshit that has been thrown my way.

not.

Today, I shopped and hung out with Alyssa. Then jessie came over and we toked a little, went to the park, came back home. Jessie was tired and wanted to nap, so i went downstairs turned on some food network, and got inspired to bake a cake?
I put my own twist on it, with chocolate chips, and julie's idea of melted chocolate chips on top. It came out amazing, and i'm not a baker... which says, A LOT.

Baking for people that are down for some good cake is exciting. I enjoy making people happy, and if homemade goods are what can help that, i'm down for baking. Making people happy, makes me happy, i've discovered.
(:
i love you.
LAURENKLEIN

playing: modern man's hustle- atmosphere.

i'm stoked on today. i have no obligations. i'm chilling, doing whatever I want. Nice for a change. I wanna buy some sun dresses and cardigans today. I need more of those in my wardrobe. I feel extremely relaxed, i'm just laying in my bed, with my laptop plugged into my speakers, as the sun is creeping through the cracks in my blinds, it feels so good.

i think i want some pinkberry today, yeah, pinkberry pomegrante.

here's to today <3
laurenklein

i'm too tired to get up.
my body hurts.
i make a lot of mistakes.
i won't even accept my own apology.
i'm sorry.

randomness.

(mayahhh.)

I want to thank the kid who was fiddling with the satellite radio and changed it to ALT NATION, so far, coconut records & mgmt have graced me with their familar sounds. Sweet. I'm working till 6 or 7 tonight, and am planning on having a decent night.

So, my life is meant to be too chill for ridiculous problems, so i'm over trying to solve ems.


my dad's outfit today doesn't match. he's wearing a stripped shirt with different shades of blue, and then blue pants that don't match any of the blue in his shirt.
but i never really seem to care if i match, but i see how sometimes it looks a little ridiculous.

my hair is getting super longgggg, i don't want to cut it, but i think i need a bang trim & a hair dye perhaps? yes sounds good to me.

my voice, is starting to sound like an old lady. i have a disgusting cough, and i need to chill on the cigs.

kings of leon just came on, brought a smile to my face for sure.
:D

playing: dear prudence, the beatles

i want to pour myself a glass of orange juice, and just sit in my backyard and worship the sun.

because, you know, if you worship the sun, it will give back to you.

<3
have an awesome friday.

laurenk

wooooo.

i'm stoked that my night was a revelation.


:)laurenklein

alright, so i guess this where i write about how i'm feeling right now. (this probably won't make sense right now)

i'm super happy, my life right now, is where it should be, and at the end of the month, school will be thrown into the mix, hopefully spicing it up with a new routine and new people.

i hung out with julie sara and christina tonight, and then i hung out with kevin. we went to stater bros, and i saw my future boyfriend.
pick up line: "i like the way you bag your groceries"
yeah, that's it.

on another note, my parents are being ridiculous again, just when i thought things were okay, the act up again. i honestly don't know anymore.

great night.
<3laurenashleyklein.

QUICK THOUGHT!

i like what i've come together to be as a person.

everything i've come across so far in my life, what i've dug, i kept, what i heard, and liked, i've thought.

i'm just a big pot of eveything.
and i'm stoked at this end result.


this may not make sense right now.
-lk

So, new years eve day/night & new years day was amazing, i got to see and spend it with everyone i love. I had a great time and i'd like to thank everyone for being apart of it.

But, it's all in the past... and it's now 2009, where did the time go? i feel like this year has just flown by. I'd like to say, that i'm happy with what this past year has brought me, and how it's changed my life. But, personally, i think every year is life changing.


What I have decided about my new year.

Continue being positive, being positive never gets you in a sticky situation.

Respect myself, my body, my mind, my thoughts. Because if don't, nobody else will.

Sift through the people in my life, get rid of the ones that I could live without.

Explore, places, ideas, people.

BE MINDFUL.

Learn more, about anything that interests me.

Find a new hobby.

Meet people that will play significant roles in my life. As in, people that will help me grow as a person, good people, i'd just like to meet some GOOD PEOPLE.


thanks.
laurenklein.