sigh.

Alright as of late, i've been just cruisin. Honestly, i like where i am at my life, even though it is just at a stand still. I feel like my life should be how it is right now. I'd like to just say, i love all of my friends, and without them i would be so bummed on life. SO BUMMED. And i'm just not down to feel bummed. I've made some pretty tight friends i have a feeling we'll be friends for a long time, which is always good. I'm tired and i don't feel like driving to school to work on a project. First i have to shower go to michaels then go to school. EHHHH not down. Yesterday Julie and i went to second spin, and i've decided, i'm going to start buying a cd a week. Or try to atleast, i have no mon! But, i just bought three, so that works. I'm offically in the friend zone guys. It's a bumma!
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updatin'

So, it's been a while, and i've decided, i'm going to start bloggin' again. So, i have yet to have a sober day this week. Today's looking good, but i know either before work, or after i'm bound to break it.

My parents are being ridiculous again. Hi, i'm eighteen years old, you don't pay for anything, i go to school, i go to work. Do you REALLY have anything to say to me? No, you honestly don't, but i'll deal with it, because i get to live here for free, and you have food at the house sometimes which means, i don't have to spend money on it. I'm honestly just over it. They are going away next weekend, and I'm stoked about it. Kickkking back.

I don't know, I at first didn't want to admit to liking you, now, i'd like to tell you. But, i dont know, i feel friendzone. And, friendzone, is not where you want to be when you like someone. It's a bummer. But, in time i guess. And this is why, i havent liked anyone in 4 years, i forgot how much it would mess with me. I don't know, i'm over telling you how i feel.

Cool.