sleep forever.

I got home at a ridiculous hour and couldn't stop throwing up. I set my alarm for 5:00AM and woke up at 8:05AM and my shift started at 8:00AM. I left, got to work, was super late, and sat in the bathroom for 5 minutes to barf more and i was already late.
I dont know what's going on with my body, all I want to do is sleep forever.
I figure half of this is mental.
and i'm not asking/telling my mom to help me, because she'd freak out, she actually would have probably taken me to the ER last night, it's kind of funny how crazy my mom is, it's because she's a nurse and is just insane. So i'm just sufferin'.
ferck.


i'm a freak
goodnight.

no title.

No photo.


The universe and life is hilarious how it works. It's possible that i've gone crazy on a serious level. Which I pretty much just did to myself. I like you, end of story, maybe i should forget about, which is what i've been trying to make myself do, but you can't help your feelings. This is whyyyyyy i'm crazy. Over time it will fade, but over time when it doesnt fade, i'll feel like telling you, and that's what will drive me crazy, because i can't.

I guess I'm feeling like spending some alone time today, but sometimes i hate alone time, because it makes me think, about myself, and drives me insane. I just want my life to be free of dumb situations! SCREW THE UNIVERSE.

please, i'm done.
laurenklein.

reflection?

I needed a good one of my tattoo.

Venice beach.
Sushi in downtown fullerton.





So i'm in a mood to write a blog. It's freezing, i'm chilling, and this rainy weather, always gets me thinking. Bright eyes, tourist trap, right now, it sounds pretty good. Today was a legit day, hung out with some people down in la habra, end my night with julie kevin and them, thanks for my mickeys jewlee<3 i love you. Tomorrow i'll probably wake up and have to try and remember my day today. I've had a lot of life learning lessons lately. I figure life is full of them, so i need to get used to it. I've realized the world isn't all just peace and love(on a serious level). Not everyone is all going to get along. True story. Uhmmmmmmmmmmm. hmm. whatelse. i dont know anymore. My day was a good one, i dont know if it owuld have been the same without the rain, ya know? Oh well, anyways. I dgaff, i've decided i'm offically a bro. I wish i didn't stress and think so much. I'd like to get over it.

goodnight.
laurenklein

I need a self evaluation. because i've just been too down on myself lately.

I am lauren ashley klein.
I love who i am, and wouldn't change a thing about myself.
My mom is Filipino, my dad is Hungarian/Jewish.
I talk too much sometimes.
I'm a nice person, too nice, to the point where i apparently attract desperate guys.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, but currently, i can't, because it would make things ridiculous.
I love music. Any genre, it just has to be legit, in my opinion.
I'm extremely open minded, and like to hear what others have to say, i'm genuinely interested.
I have a lot of friends, but i'm only close to a few.
I love animals, minus reptiles.
I don't eat red meat, i am a pollotarian
I love hanging out with my friends, but i love being alone.
I over think things.
Before i die, i'd like to:
travel the world
have someone write a song for me
camp with pandas
visit the Philippines and Israel
I believe that everything happens for a reason, and that there's a reason for everything.
I wish that i could read people, but sometimes i just can't.
It's been forever since i've liked anyone.
I trust people way too easily, but, i dont at the same time.
I want a legit boy in my life, that can just be there for me, and understands, it's harder than it seems.
I love photography, everything about it.
I'm almost game for anything, unless it's just dumb.
I love being outside.
I can't make up my mind.
I'm awesome.

Love,
Laurenash

sigh.

Alright as of late, i've been just cruisin. Honestly, i like where i am at my life, even though it is just at a stand still. I feel like my life should be how it is right now. I'd like to just say, i love all of my friends, and without them i would be so bummed on life. SO BUMMED. And i'm just not down to feel bummed. I've made some pretty tight friends i have a feeling we'll be friends for a long time, which is always good. I'm tired and i don't feel like driving to school to work on a project. First i have to shower go to michaels then go to school. EHHHH not down. Yesterday Julie and i went to second spin, and i've decided, i'm going to start buying a cd a week. Or try to atleast, i have no mon! But, i just bought three, so that works. I'm offically in the friend zone guys. It's a bumma!
<3

updatin'

So, it's been a while, and i've decided, i'm going to start bloggin' again. So, i have yet to have a sober day this week. Today's looking good, but i know either before work, or after i'm bound to break it.

My parents are being ridiculous again. Hi, i'm eighteen years old, you don't pay for anything, i go to school, i go to work. Do you REALLY have anything to say to me? No, you honestly don't, but i'll deal with it, because i get to live here for free, and you have food at the house sometimes which means, i don't have to spend money on it. I'm honestly just over it. They are going away next weekend, and I'm stoked about it. Kickkking back.

I don't know, I at first didn't want to admit to liking you, now, i'd like to tell you. But, i dont know, i feel friendzone. And, friendzone, is not where you want to be when you like someone. It's a bummer. But, in time i guess. And this is why, i havent liked anyone in 4 years, i forgot how much it would mess with me. I don't know, i'm over telling you how i feel.

Cool.

ARRRRRRGH.

i know that picture really sucks.  but it was taken from a roof top in san fran.  How I love love love that place.  COLLEGE started yesterday, petitioning is what I have to do to get in.  Oye, whatever.  I feel so tired emotionally.  Hate ems.  Oh well, I feel like I should be seeing mae soon, this time last year, it was like one big mae party in the summer.  But neh, they're taking over the east coast.  thanks guys.  

I miss my mae fam. What's up with that?  I dont know, i'm nostalgic.  Nostalgia and holding back tears, are, in my opinion, the worst two feelings ever.  

Kay, time to get reads. for school. 

<3peaceout.